Sometimes i go to clubs and I get very depressed. But i go anyway because it's fun, even if it's temporary and even though it's shitty in the morning.

Sometimes i go to clubs and i think 'oh, how the mighty have fallen' because you find out that the coolest people are as lame as everyone else when hormones and an excuse are present. I guess because of the situation and the copious amounts of liquor, we can hide behind the bottle and blame how 'out of character' we were on the alcohol.

But seeing as how alcohol only helps to get rid of inhibition, doesn't that mean you're your truest self when you're shit ass drunk? But i guess our inhibitions and reservations are also integral in making up our character.

I don't know if i like myself very much when i'm drunk.

I also don't know if it's better to go wild and forget all that happened (because ignorance is bliss) or remember everything and feel nothing but shame. 

Picnic at Botz

Since I'm free, bored and restless, I decided to pack a picnic basket, don my girliest skirt and jio a few of my chioest friends for a picnic at Botz (too bad David couldn't make it but it's okay cos he was probably also having a picnic in a faraway land with other chiobus) 

Also, I recently redid my highlights. I quite like the way it looks now, it's more in yo face than the previous 'only highlight the lower half cos i'm not trashy' do. I went to Happy Heads at People's Park Centre and ended up looking more sun wu kong than anything so i had to get that catastrophe fixed by my usual stylist at essensuals. 

I won't bore you with the details of my ordeal so i'll just tell you that 1. my ass still hurts from sitting down so much i probably have a hemorrhoid and 2. my hair is now black purple green blue turquoise. 

In other news, Sarah is leaving for New York tonight and i'm not going to see her till the end of the month because I'll be in Japan. Ditto for Sanch who's gg to UK tmr. O, to have jetsetter friends. I think I will miss them both dearly because I spend so much time with them. I shudder to think about how I will feel when I go to LA and am a 24 hour plane ride away. 

O yes. I have decided to go to LA. It may not be news if you don't know me personally but I was having a bit of a conundrum the past few days because I got a pretty good offer from NUS but i guess it all boils down to what I want from my University education. I'm sure I don't want to spend my sundays in the library reading up on case files and my holidays taking extra classes to fulfill my graduation requirements. Nope. I'd rather take road trips to Catalina Island or San Fran or go outlet mall shopping in Vegas. 

I hope you, unknown person whom i assume is in the same stage of life as me, have made up your mind about uni because being in such a big dilemma is no fun at all. 

Infallible

I popped by watsons today and was extremely delighted to see that loreal is having a buy 2 get 1 free promotion!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also, i realised that the Loreal Infallible pressed eyeshadows are finally here so obviously i got 2. They're $14.80 each so i ended up paying $29.60 for 3 eyeshadows, which is a pretty good deal considering 1 MAC eyeshadow costs $28.

 What makes this eyeshadow so unique is the fact that it comes with a stopper that allows you to press the eyeshadow everytime you use it. It's quite a smart gimmick tbh, but it does work.

 002 Hourglass Beige

Reminds me of Stila's Kitten and Urban Decay's Sin.

004 Forever Pink

Reminds me of Hustle from the Naked Palette.

015 Flashback Silver

This is my fav of the lot because it has a slightly purplish sheen.

These eyeshadows are very shimmery but it doesn't have chunky glitter. It's also v frosty, so i reckon they'd be good as either an all over lid colour or smth for the outer corner. It isn't something i'll put through my crease. (i mean, i only ever use a matte brown for that since i have such flat eyes)

Go check watsons out because 3 for 2 is a preeeeetty good deal.

Long Overdue

jizz.

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